HAHHAHA. Math final done. Oh the loveliness. Relatively easy and the only one left. Pretty cool. And now just rehearsals and the awaiting of my dear friends to return. I think I'm going to go and read now. Peace.

So,
songs I'm singing with big band. all of me, someone to watch over me,
moondance, caravan, alright okay you win, mercy mercy mercy,
summertime, and others that I haven't gotten yet. he also says he's
going to see about getting me to reno with them. cool shit. went
caroling with the opera tonight, which is slightly embarassing as
always, and we ended up going to cafe destino. man I love that place.
well, I'm going to call it a night.  peace out yo.

Damn. Just wrote a study guide for my theory final tomorrow. Not so great. Cross your fingers for me. It's a scary day. I also have to go into big band tomorrow to get the charts that I'll be singing with them. I'm excited. I just finished the Bridget Jones Diary sequel book, and am very impressed. I loved it. I also wrote out the majority of my Christmas cards. That's about it. Annnnnnnnnnnnd I'm done.

Had a theory group last night. Four hours of grueling work at Shari's. But it helped. And I also did most of all of my Christmas shopping yesterday with Tabatha. That was fun. Anyways, must go to Joy's, then work. So that's it. Bye.

Well, chock full day today. First off, I found out that I have the role of stepmom in the Cinderella opera. I'm SOOOO excited. It's a huge and funny role. Tonight we had our jazz concert, and I sang my solo in Minuano quite well actually. As I was exiting the stage, I made fun of the band teacher's monogrammed shirt, and then he asked me to his office tomorrow. Which scared me, I'll admit. Then he asked if I wanted to sing solos with the big band, and I said it would be awesome, then he said I was in and to come get the charts tomorrow. I'm happy. I can't tell you. I've always wanted to do this. Well, night now. Tired. Bah.

Hello, I have returned. That was the greatest trip ever. Seriously. There isn't one attitude in that group. I got to know everyone, and I love it. And after some investigatig, I have diiscovered that in our group, there are 5-6 gay guys and three straight. Excluding rhythm section and sound guy. It was amazing. We sang well, solos were marvelous, I got to see my Delynniepoo and her amazing snap solo. I feel fantastic. I can't wait to see everyone again on Monday. Well, that's it for now. I think I shall relax, eat, and possibly see a movie. That is all. Much love.

Leaving for the EWU jazz festival today. Everything's packed (I hope) and I'm nervous as shit. But other than that, the importance of this post is to let you all know that I shall return if four days time. Do not worry, although I know it shall be difficult to go on without me. So, to all of you who care (which I'm sure is everyone) I shall post again at the end of the week. HAHAHA. Bye.

First best friend: real best friend? Melissa Nobe
First car: what car? unless you count my mom's, nothing.
First date:  what first date?
First real kiss: damn. I'm beginning to feel like a real loser here.
First break-up:  it's official. I'm a loser.
First screen name: cutie
First self purchased album: Romeo and Juliet Soundtrack
First funeral: my great grandma
First pets: Gigi and Nickie. Two big, white, poop-eating footrests.
First piercings/tattoos: pierced first ears day before 11th b-day.
First enemies: yep, sopranos. I second that one.
Last cigarette: this include inhaling second hand?
Last car ride: just now, driving back from school.
Last kiss: damn you all for hanging everything on relationships and the opposite sex.
Last good cry: the other night, thinking of my grandpa
Last movie seen: stepford wives. waste not your money.
Last beverage drank: pepsi.
Last food consumed: left over pizza.
Last crush: you know, I just stopped trying altogether, so I don't even know who.
Last phone call: Mom twenty minutes ago
Last time showered: this morning 
Last shoes worn: black/tan sneakers that look like bowling shoes.
Last CD played: Eric Clapton Time Pieces.
Last item bought: water.
Last annoyance: my period.
Last disappointment: practicing my solo and not doing so well
Last time scolded: yesterday ... just because I didn't return a pair of shoes
Last shirt worn: this one.
Last website visited: my xanga site, yup
Last word you said: cat... precluded by "stupid"
Last song you sang: Minuano.
And that is the end of my contibution to society.

Updating. I have to work today till five, and then I'm going to go and hang with Bethany. Should be fun. Nothing new or interesting is happening in my life.... on Tuesday, through Friday, I'm leaving for the Eastern Washington University jazz festival. Should be fun, and I hope we do well. You people over at Whitworth should come and see me. Well, that's it. later.

So, I was walking across this field of green grass towards a table in the middle of it. Another guy is also walking to the table, so I alter my course and decide upon a bench outside of the library. Only said guy also thinks better of the table, and starts to follow me towards the library. We reach the steps about the same time, but I set a slower pace up the steps, so that I'm not on an even level with him. He then matches his pace to mine. When we get there, he steps ahead of me and opens the door, but I sit myself down on the bench outside of it, and he then closes the door without going in. After a few moments of wandering around awkwardly, he goes in, but sits down in a chair at the window directly opposite my bench. He then stares at me through the window, and whenever I look up at him to see if he still is, he averts his gaze, then brings it back again. He didn't do anything for me, but it was kind of cute, and nice, and helped me realize that I'm not totally undesireable. What a nice thought.